October 26, 2018: What a day woahahahaha wow
- Julia Sirvinskas
- Oct 26, 2018
- 2 min read
I cried a little and dat's okay.

I'm honestly in a bit of a delusional state right now. I cried a lot today for interesting reasons and I also leave in less than an hour to go to General Pico with Loli and haven't packed a thing HA ok GREAT.
So... what a day of utter trash today was. The best part, however, was the morning. I walked straight to the flower shop, bought Clarisa two different flowers (alegrías and alegrías doble), and then set up her little gifts in the kitchen because it is her birthday!!!

She was so appreciative and she cried when she read the birthday note. Happy birfday to her. I'm glad I could bring someone so much joy on a day that did not bring me much joy heh heh heh. I proceeded to make a cool-looking breakfast like the Youtube food blogger that I am not but that I aspire to be.

Then I walked to COTO with my dawg Cassie to buy a bottle of wine to gift to Loli's parents. I don't know nothing about wine so I was out there standing in the wine section looking like a deer - a sexy deer - in headlights.
I got home and ate some beans. Just beans. This is what my life has come to.
I then spent the next 2.5 hours going on the adventure of a lifetime. That's all I'll say about that.

When I got home, I called my mom and sobbed my heart (eyes?) out to her. I love my mom so so so so so much, I feel sorry for all of you (minus Adam and Eric) who cannot share her also as your mother. Although I'm sure you all have incredible moms as well. I love Sue so much it's unreal. I absolutely don't want kids cuz I can't live up to the legend that she is. My mom is so loving and so kind and so honest and so perfect. She always makes me feel better about everything and I love her so much if I haven't made that clear.
After talking to her, I facetimed Claire and that was really fun. She made me laugh and also put me in a better mood. Clarese is my home dawg and if you F with her I will F you up.
So now it's 7:45pm, I need to eat dinner and pack everything and leave here by 8:30pm to get to Loli's house... I hope your days weren't as strange as mine and also sorry for how weird this blog post is but also not sorry cuz freedom of speech.
Love you, bye.
Song Recommendation of the Day: "Smile" by Uncle Kracker
Julia!!!!! You bring tears to my eyes. Your love is so abundant and your meaningful words transcend understanding just “an average relationship”. I think your mom is amazing too. I’m so glad to know her - I live blocks from her house and I miss her too.